| today is one unlucky day. |
[Jul. 22nd, 2006|01:38 am] |
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first of all, i woke up early this morning just to do my homework for intac. i did my best to stay awake until i finish my task. it was hard for me since i wasn't really feeling that well. i was able to finish it right on time. lucky me. but when i got to school, i realized that i wasn't able to bring it. lucky me? guess not.
secondly, the lack of sleep caused by the intac homework that i just left at home ruined my attentiveness in all of my classes today. i really felt bad the whole day, although this is not the homework's entire fault. i was really tired the night before.
lastly, i was so unfortunate with LM. last monday, we had an IAC game so i wasn't able to run the 6km test run. wednesday, we also had a game, and again, i wasn't able to run. today, i sacrificed AMA thinking the test run would only last for 45mins since there was a time limit. but it seems like i am really very unlucky today. the run lasted upto 6pm for we started late, and i wasn't able to meet the required time. this is because of my unexpected illness that started this morning. it hindered me from a lot of things. :( |
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| afloat |
[Jul. 16th, 2006|01:51 am] |
my head is floating in the air...
my thoughts are drifting into the emptiness of the night.
the cold air hugging me as i shiver with its slightest touch.
my eyes watering as the sting fades away.
this feeling is taking over me.
it is overtaking me.
i shall now rest for this feeling shall go away once the world called dreamland accepts me into its cradle of conjured and manipulated thoughts. |
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| is it just me? or is it really you causing all this?! |
[Jul. 9th, 2006|08:18 am] |
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make up your mind, silly. so we both will no longer have to suffer. i am like this not because i choose to. i am like this because of you. please understand that i wish not of a broken heart for her. and i wish not of a broken heart for you. just stop with your playing that we may all be at peace. for once, stop being a kid and grow up. but asking this of you would mean selfishnes on my part, for i know that you have yet years and years ahead of you before you mature to my level. |
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| why does it have to be this way? |
[Jul. 9th, 2006|07:31 am] |
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| |  crushed | ] |
That name had a purpose, you know. It was meant to push you away! But you still found a way to turn things around. I never meant for it to go this far. I only wished for you to be a distant somebody. I wished for our relationship to go no further than that where I am someone who is older than you and someone who has authority over you. Yet fate seems to be playing with my heart. He sends you, but only to mess up my life by making me fall for someone I cannot have. A far more confusing thought would be how you treat me still in spite of the fact that you are once again an unattainable person. You fill me with confusion. Much more, you fill me with pain. I hope you do realize that. Soon. |
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| Volleyball Club Pioneers |
[Jul. 2nd, 2006|01:27 am] |
last tuesday, i had my 1st PE class.
we were only starting with our drills when our teacher approached me. i was shocked with what he asked of me. i was trying to perform the given task properly, and i was doing this with effort. this is due to the fact that i haven't played in four months. i was doing the task terribly that i couldn't believe that our teacher was actually asking me to join the volleyball club.
i automatically accepted his offer.
the next day, we had our first training ever.
there, i met the people whom i will be calling "teammates" over the next few months. and if i am lucky enough, perhaps for the next few years.
we all enjoyed two hours of pure fun as we underwent our very first training as a team!
after the rough yet refreshingly fun sweating, coach rodel called us for some final words.
what he said were truly inspiring and as we say it in Filipino, "ito ay nakatataba ng puso."
he told us that we, in spite of being the newest members of the atenean family, are already down in ateneo's history!
we, the freshmen batch of 2006, are his proud pioneers of ateneo's 1st ever volleyball club!
now that's something!
so now...
as the pioneers of ateneo's 1st volleyball club, we are going to venture into the extremely competitive sportsworld of the ateneo this coming july 6 ,2006 as the annual IAC takes place.
so for us, training goes on!
see you guys at the cov courts!
and teammates, see you tuesday and wednesday this week and mondays and wednesdays of the following weeks!
see you around! |
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| i really dont know |
[Jul. 2nd, 2006|01:19 am] |
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| |  confused | ] |
this surely has been hell week.
acads were totally fine, but my personal life wasn't. the imbalance is distracting me. although i favor this kind of set-up over having my acads suffer instead, i still am greatly bothered by the reality that has started to build up around me. uncertainty seems to be overpowering my will to keep my mind clear and stable.
it is getting really cloudy here. and i don't know which way to go. i am confused. |
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